好久没有写了。。。

真的很久没有写了。不是因为没事发生，是因为懒惰。

最近的生活过得还不错，只是前阵子，因为某人而心情有点糟。那人就是李延兴。这个人应该会是我这一辈子最恨的人了。几年前伤害了我，几年后的我又再次被你伤害了！！！真不爽，答应自己，要忘记你的存在，就把你当作已经死了吧。把以前一切一切的回忆都删除掉，我要活得更好。虽然你曾经给了我很好的回忆，可是同时间，你也让我痛苦了很多年。无可否认到现在为此，我都还没有完完全全忘记你，可是我相信，总有一天，我的生活不会再有你的存在。。。

接下来，我要为我自己活出一片天空，我的天空不会再是灰暗的！假如伤心，我只能尽量向朋友或者室友诉苦，心事藏多了也对心脏不好。加油！！！

Money Money Money

Nothing to do lo.din hav mood to study.one day le,din study anything.jz play pet society but i really enjoy tat game la...can get a lot of fun.
holiday is coming liao.so happy.coz wan to work.when work,i can get many many many many many many many"money".haiz.y so difficult to get money?but easy to spend it?i really wan to change my bad attitude-----spend money without thinking.jz buy wat i like.but sometimes i cannot tahan la.arggh!!!!!!!die le la...mayb i only hav乞丐de fortune.haiz....Money,cum to me la....i ll take good care of u de la.
And now hav to attend a dinner cost Rm43.So expansive!!!i really can't afford it especially at this time lo.money giv me so much of trouble.

Extra Class at 27 October 2009

Damn bad mood lo today at the extra class..i really proud of myself coz can survive at my class for 3 semester...I think one day i ll explode liao...I hate many things here...actually i hate my mouth coz oways say nonsence things...Y can like that?if wan say about other, y i din say in front of he or she but say behind them...I really hate myself...really..hate till i wan giv myself a slap...i wan scold myself,i wan kill myself...
y i cannot see through myself?y i cant easily understand about others?y i so stupid?y i dunno wat a person think?y i easily understood by others?y everyone can see through me?y i oways express my feelings on my face...haiz..i ll find a way to protect myself...i ll tell my feelings to my frens...not many ppl i can trust...some i dun trust at all...
haiz...say up le now ok le...

Writing For Fun

Exam is coming soon.Haiz...Actually dunno y i feel no mood to do revision.Although i din hav mood to study,but i start study today. Because i promised my mum before that i won't make them worry about me again. But besides of study, i play facebook at the same time. At last, i think i study nothing. (Feel so sorry to my parent) :(
These few days hav nothing happen. But i dunno y today i din hav mood today...but until night ok le...Maybe not enough sleep...Everyday i ll sleep after 12am....die le la...old liao lo...Friday and saturday i sleep after 2am li...saturday i sleep at 3am ar...Arggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My eyes...Black liao...
I hate exam...Coz....(u guess wat i think la,i lazy to write le.)i jz hope tat another four years de life i can safely pass it..I dun wan any problem...
I jz cum bac from giving an announcement...So nervous lo...i laugh in the room till i syok then i jz start my announcement...then shi hui and li ping say not bad...So happy...This is my first time o..A good try...

Hard...Hard...Hard

It's hard to find someone that know us.Maybe until the moment u breath your last breath, you din have even one that know you. And also when we ourselves know someone very well, the person may not know us too. It's too sad. Maybe you will do every good for he or she but he or she do not know how to appreciate or they do not know what you have do for them. Then they will keep on do something that hurt you. But they themselves do not know they had hurt you. This is not their fault, but this is whose fault? Your fault? Maybe you think that you din do the wrong things but what others think i dunno la. It's too difficult to be a good person. But i have try to be better, at least i tried before. Maybe it cannot been seen clearly, but i dun care about others. I just care about myself.
It's hard also to find someone that i can believe. People that i believe i think only two to three person. But sometimes i really hope that people i believe will not betray me. If not, i dunno what i will do lo. This few days, i have went through many things. I know that someone can also hide themselves inside them. Where? I really don't know. They will not express their feelings on their face. But this is my bad place. I express everything out. I think it's difficult to find someone that do not know me at all. But i like to express my feeling on the face compare to hide myself. I think the one who always hide themselves will become crazy one day. It's also too hypocritical!!! I hate people like that. Haiz.. But no one can be perfect. They will have their own bad place. Like me. So, it's ok le. I will just pretend know nothing.
People in this world is too hypocritical. They so fake. They just make me look down at them. But now i know something le. Although i out of sorts with someone, i will also talk to them. But after a while i ok le. I will not angry them le. I know how to control my temper. But if one day if i can't control it, i think i will explode. That time...haha...dunno what will happen liao.
Just hope she dun always scold me. Sometime it's hurt. Then i will become not so happy le. Can scold me, but dun always. And also please believe me sometimes and trust me more. Haiz...Wat i say is real de, never lie lo.

I Love Holiday.....

光阴似箭,岁月匆匆...多几天又要回去与学校了..但还蛮爽的啦...回去学校不久我们就要交功课了...可是功课还有很多没有动到...惨...
这次的放假我觉得很爽..也不知道做么..在家一直躲在房间,可也什么都没有动到,也没有看戏..也不知道自己到底做了些什么...我好像很浪费时间..可是我浪费到很爽..一点内疚的感觉都没有..我真的希望可以永远放假..那么我就自由了!!!Freedom...
放假...钱...唉..惨,放假花了不少钱..钱,飞了..可是飞到很爽...哈哈..
希望以后可以有多多的假期...

讨厌的他!!!

唉,讨厌的他又发信息来了...问我非常厌烦的问题...那就是:"你觉得我们还有机会吗?你愿意给我机

会

吗?"我最讨厌这个问题了!!为什么要烦我呢?我不可能答应他的.过去就是过去了,不可能像以前那

样

了..是你自己放弃的,那我也没有哪个需要去争取..我真的讨厌你,但当你问我愿意给你机会吗,我既

然

有股冲动回你说我愿意...唉,好彩最后我没有理会也没有回复你信息...我一定要下定决心,不回你信

息，不理会你!!!真的很讨厌你!!!讨厌你的一切!!!无论是你的脸,你的身材,你的举止,你的言语....我

都觉得反感!!!可是唉..有时一个人的时候,不知道为什么,我还是会有点想念你...可是我都会克制自

己不去想你..因为你让我觉得这世界上的男子都不可靠的!!!这世界上的男子都是一样的..没有一个

好人...

前几天,有个八公有无缘无故发信息给我!!!fuck!!!既然不要我了,干嘛又发信息给我?既然都抛弃我

了,干嘛还要收住我的电话号码???!!!你去澳洲了就去啦!!!干嘛还要烦我???!!!还浪费我的电话钱回

了两封信息给你!!!geram!!!!发信息给澳洲的号码!!!一定很贵!!!真让人心情不好!!!