Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Extra Class at 27 October 2009

Damn bad mood lo today at the extra class..i really proud of myself coz can survive at my class for 3 semester...I think one day i ll explode liao...I hate many things here...actually i hate my mouth coz oways say nonsence things...Y can like that?if wan say about other, y i din say in front of he or she but say behind them...I really hate myself...really..hate till i wan giv myself a slap...i wan scold myself,i wan kill myself...
y i cannot see through myself?y i cant easily understand about others?y i so stupid?y i dunno wat a person think?y i easily understood by others?y everyone can see through me?y i oways express my feelings on my face...haiz..i ll find a way to protect myself...i ll tell my feelings to my frens...not many ppl i can trust...some i dun trust at all...
haiz...say up le now ok le...

Monday, October 26, 2009

Writing For Fun

Exam is coming soon.Haiz...Actually dunno y i feel no mood to do revision.Although i din hav mood to study,but i start study today. Because i promised my mum before that i won't make them worry about me again. But besides of study, i play facebook at the same time. At last, i think i study nothing. (Feel so sorry to my parent) :(
These few days hav nothing happen. But i dunno y today i din hav mood today...but until night ok le...Maybe not enough sleep...Everyday i ll sleep after 12am....die le la...old liao lo...Friday and saturday i sleep after 2am li...saturday i sleep at 3am ar...Arggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My eyes...Black liao...
I hate exam...Coz....(u guess wat i think la,i lazy to write le.)i jz hope tat another four years de life i can safely pass it..I dun wan any problem...
I jz cum bac from giving an announcement...So nervous lo...i laugh in the room till i syok then i jz start my announcement...then shi hui and li ping say not bad...So happy...This is my first time o..A good try...