Money Money Money

Nothing to do lo.din hav mood to study.one day le,din study anything.jz play pet society but i really enjoy tat game la...can get a lot of fun.
holiday is coming liao.so happy.coz wan to work.when work,i can get many many many many many many many"money".haiz.y so difficult to get money?but easy to spend it?i really wan to change my bad attitude-----spend money without thinking.jz buy wat i like.but sometimes i cannot tahan la.arggh!!!!!!!die le la...mayb i only hav乞丐de fortune.haiz....Money,cum to me la....i ll take good care of u de la.
And now hav to attend a dinner cost Rm43.So expansive!!!i really can't afford it especially at this time lo.money giv me so much of trouble.

Extra Class at 27 October 2009

Damn bad mood lo today at the extra class..i really proud of myself coz can survive at my class for 3 semester...I think one day i ll explode liao...I hate many things here...actually i hate my mouth coz oways say nonsence things...Y can like that?if wan say about other, y i din say in front of he or she but say behind them...I really hate myself...really..hate till i wan giv myself a slap...i wan scold myself,i wan kill myself...
y i cannot see through myself?y i cant easily understand about others?y i so stupid?y i dunno wat a person think?y i easily understood by others?y everyone can see through me?y i oways express my feelings on my face...haiz..i ll find a way to protect myself...i ll tell my feelings to my frens...not many ppl i can trust...some i dun trust at all...
haiz...say up le now ok le...

Writing For Fun

Exam is coming soon.Haiz...Actually dunno y i feel no mood to do revision.Although i din hav mood to study,but i start study today. Because i promised my mum before that i won't make them worry about me again. But besides of study, i play facebook at the same time. At last, i think i study nothing. (Feel so sorry to my parent) :(
These few days hav nothing happen. But i dunno y today i din hav mood today...but until night ok le...Maybe not enough sleep...Everyday i ll sleep after 12am....die le la...old liao lo...Friday and saturday i sleep after 2am li...saturday i sleep at 3am ar...Arggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My eyes...Black liao...
I hate exam...Coz....(u guess wat i think la,i lazy to write le.)i jz hope tat another four years de life i can safely pass it..I dun wan any problem...
I jz cum bac from giving an announcement...So nervous lo...i laugh in the room till i syok then i jz start my announcement...then shi hui and li ping say not bad...So happy...This is my first time o..A good try...

Hard...Hard...Hard

It's hard to find someone that know us.Maybe until the moment u breath your last breath, you din have even one that know you. And also when we ourselves know someone very well, the person may not know us too. It's too sad. Maybe you will do every good for he or she but he or she do not know how to appreciate or they do not know what you have do for them. Then they will keep on do something that hurt you. But they themselves do not know they had hurt you. This is not their fault, but this is whose fault? Your fault? Maybe you think that you din do the wrong things but what others think i dunno la. It's too difficult to be a good person. But i have try to be better, at least i tried before. Maybe it cannot been seen clearly, but i dun care about others. I just care about myself.
It's hard also to find someone that i can believe. People that i believe i think only two to three person. But sometimes i really hope that people i believe will not betray me. If not, i dunno what i will do lo. This few days, i have went through many things. I know that someone can also hide themselves inside them. Where? I really don't know. They will not express their feelings on their face. But this is my bad place. I express everything out. I think it's difficult to find someone that do not know me at all. But i like to express my feeling on the face compare to hide myself. I think the one who always hide themselves will become crazy one day. It's also too hypocritical!!! I hate people like that. Haiz.. But no one can be perfect. They will have their own bad place. Like me. So, it's ok le. I will just pretend know nothing.
People in this world is too hypocritical. They so fake. They just make me look down at them. But now i know something le. Although i out of sorts with someone, i will also talk to them. But after a while i ok le. I will not angry them le. I know how to control my temper. But if one day if i can't control it, i think i will explode. That time...haha...dunno what will happen liao.
Just hope she dun always scold me. Sometime it's hurt. Then i will become not so happy le. Can scold me, but dun always. And also please believe me sometimes and trust me more. Haiz...Wat i say is real de, never lie lo.

I Love Holiday.....

光阴似箭,岁月匆匆...多几天又要回去与学校了..但还蛮爽的啦...回去学校不久我们就要交功课了...可是功课还有很多没有动到...惨...
这次的放假我觉得很爽..也不知道做么..在家一直躲在房间,可也什么都没有动到,也没有看戏..也不知道自己到底做了些什么...我好像很浪费时间..可是我浪费到很爽..一点内疚的感觉都没有..我真的希望可以永远放假..那么我就自由了!!!Freedom...
放假...钱...唉..惨,放假花了不少钱..钱,飞了..可是飞到很爽...哈哈..
希望以后可以有多多的假期...

讨厌的他!!!

唉,讨厌的他又发信息来了...问我非常厌烦的问题...那就是:"你觉得我们还有机会吗?你愿意给我机

会

吗?"我最讨厌这个问题了!!为什么要烦我呢?我不可能答应他的.过去就是过去了,不可能像以前那

样

了..是你自己放弃的,那我也没有哪个需要去争取..我真的讨厌你,但当你问我愿意给你机会吗,我既

然

有股冲动回你说我愿意...唉,好彩最后我没有理会也没有回复你信息...我一定要下定决心,不回你信

息，不理会你!!!真的很讨厌你!!!讨厌你的一切!!!无论是你的脸,你的身材,你的举止,你的言语....我

都觉得反感!!!可是唉..有时一个人的时候,不知道为什么,我还是会有点想念你...可是我都会克制自

己不去想你..因为你让我觉得这世界上的男子都不可靠的!!!这世界上的男子都是一样的..没有一个

好人...

前几天,有个八公有无缘无故发信息给我!!!fuck!!!既然不要我了,干嘛又发信息给我?既然都抛弃我

了,干嘛还要收住我的电话号码???!!!你去澳洲了就去啦!!!干嘛还要烦我???!!!还浪费我的电话钱回

了两封信息给你!!!geram!!!!发信息给澳洲的号码!!!一定很贵!!!真让人心情不好!!!

I'm back....

很久没有上来写了咯...这是不是就意味着我没有烦恼呢?这是错的,只是觉得写blog蛮麻烦的...写blog也是要看心情的,不是说要写就写...只是今天突然心血来潮...就写了..
我好像越来越讨厌一个人了..那是真的..我突然不大喜欢他的一切动作...他说的话,他的一切我都看不顺眼...超讨厌的...不只是讨厌可以形容的, 他包括了很多感情...会讨厌他是因为我在意他吗?坦白有时我会想念他的,有时罢了啦...可是有时我又很讨厌他,想骂他、打他、踢他、揍他等等..可 是..唉..我只能把我的感觉压在心里最深处..我不能把这东西告诉任何人,因为我怕他们会怪我,怪我小气、怪我想太多..每次跟他们说心事他们都是这样 说我的...有时真的很不想跟他们说,可是放在心里又很痛苦一下的...我真的希望可以把我的心事告诉他们...而他们不会怪我,只是静静听我说,然后安 慰我、鼓励我...我真的越来越恨现在的自己...
可是虽然如此,我还是很开心啦最近..因为我们去了cameron highland...虽然去那边是为了做survey,但是我还是玩的很开心...超开心的咯...接下来就可以放一些照片来看了咯...那天我真的很 开心...我希望下一个学期我们真的可以去多一次..在拍好看的照片..每次看回这些照片,我都会很开心的..不好的心情也烟消云散...这是好事...

去之前先来张照片。茹、我、芳。

我们的午餐。。

他们用机器分类蕃茄...


芳和慧..


风景很美哦...空气很凉...


我们与讲师...看到讲师在哪里吗???


慧很好笑哦...哈哈哈哈....


室友与我...飞


Two "pretty" girl wif me....


My class...but less two ppl...sad